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Let it be known
In your time of need
You were surrounded
With love
Let it be known
I barely knew you
But I cherish you
Forever
Let it be known
In your time of need
You were surrounded
With love
Let it be known
I barely knew you
But I cherish you
Forever
Without you here
We wouldn't be
The family we are
Today
Let it be known
In your time of need
You were surrounded
With love
Without you here
We wouldn't be
The family we are
Today
Let it be known
In your time of need
You were surrounded
With love
A prayer held you close
Acceptance freed you
You soften our hearts and
When gone, we'll miss you
Love is just
A glance away
With heavy, heavy hearts
Be free
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2. |
So
03:27
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I split my palm and fall on open hands for you
Shorten breath and starve at the thought of you
Splintered feet, dry skin and shaven hair for you
But where does that get me?
If I don't exist, it's all the same
Took a long drive to get away
And really there's no one to blame
But my own thoughts, so shy and fey
My mind races, and words get twisted over you
I tingle and lose track of what I should do
Quivering at fear for just one look at you
And really what's the point?
If I don't exist, it's all the same
Took a long drive to get away
And really there's no one to blame
But my own thoughts, so shy and fey
What is the approach? Vocab fails me
I just think you're cute, and really want
Aren't you just human? Vision loses sight
Of what really matters anyway
I really do exist, it's all the same
Took a long drive and found my way
And really there's no one to blame
There's strength in flaw, so shy and fey
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3. |
To Want (Return)
02:59
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No words spoken
A pleasant quiet
A gaze upon
Your brownish cheek
A flash of teeth
Glint in your eyes
A warmth, a feeling
I am weak
To you
I miss it
No longer there
I move on
To you
I miss it
No longer there
I move on
Amicable
New is good
No tears drawn
But still I would
Go back to you
But new is good
I'll find another
Just a mood
Not to you
I miss you
But you aren't it
Someone more
Not to you
I miss you
But you aren't it
Someone more
I will
I will
I will
They're out there
I will
I will
I will
Someone great
I will
I will
I will
They're out there
I will
I will
I will
Someone great
Not to you
I miss you
But you aren't it
Someone more
Not to you
I miss you
But you aren't it
Someone more
All my friends
A loving cast
You are one
Days go by
Phone call, Skype, sometimes, but
The feeling comes and goes
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4. |
Rude
02:39
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Rude is what you call me, rude is what you call me
Ok, ok, ok, and what am I supposed to do?
Standoffish is what you see, standoffish is what you see
Alright, alright, alright, so then get to know me maybe
The bright colors and dark skin, the bright colors and dark skin
Is me, is me, is me, and should I feel wrong for that?
I'm not who you say I should be, I'm not who you say I should be
Very well, very well, very well, so what does that say about you?
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't accuse me
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
Don't assume anything
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5. |
I Am Not Your Enemy
07:37
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To carry a sigh across the sea, the wind must love the sound
A curious why, a lover's plea, such winds will carry around
For melodies to travel the breeze, the meadow must show delight
The birds and trees, and flowers and bees now sing with all their might
They keep afloat for some time, but torn wings weren't meant to thrive
A ring drawn down to be the first cast aside
To look at you and say, "I am not your enemy", today
To be alive, just to be, your enemy is what you see
To look at you and say, "I am not your enemy", today
To be alive, just to be, your enemy is what you see
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6. |
Some Unspoken
01:52
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Words obscured, a sullen face
Mentions mentioned in this broken place
Words obscured, a sullen face
Mentions mentioned in this broken place
It's cold and tiring
A warmth awaits
It's dull and gray
Color someday
Color someday, warmth now
Color someday, warmth now
Color someday, warmth now
Color someday, warmth now
If I could just wake up somehow
If I could just wake up somehow
If I could just wake up somehow
If I could just wake up somehow
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7. |
Have You Stopped That
05:19
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Have you stopped that? Have you stopped that miserable task?
Of showing up in last?
Have you earned that? Have you earned that love you sought?
Of the one you caught?
It's in the moving forward, and the letting go
You've gotta learn to love yourself, understand you have to grow
It's in the trial and error, and hate speech that they spew
You have to push past it if you want to be you
It's in the moving forward, and the letting go
You've gotta learn to love yourself, understand you have to grow
It's in the trial and error, and hate speech that they spew
You have to push past it if you want to be you
Have you stopped that? Have you stopped that miserable task?
Of showing up in last?
Have you earned that? Have you earned that love you sought?
Of the one you caught?
Please say yes to love
And don't ever let them
Tell you who you are
Or who you have to be
I know it's been said, but
You can be anything
Don't let them dig your grave
For the things you wish to see
Rise beyond the threats to self
Quiet the outside noise
Your own voice is your guide
Yes, you do have a choice
Have you stopped that? Have you stopped that miserable task?
Of showing up in last?
Have you earned that? Have you earned that love you sought?
Of the one you caught?
Will you be that? Will you be that strength your need?
To allow your soul to breathe?
Will you let that? Will you let that light to stay?
To see a brighter day?
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8. |
(Untitled)
03:50
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A fever dream, with no one around, no way to tell what's really there
A demon stands, unflinchingly, it reflects your worst and your present
No energy to feed off of, yet it wavers in sight and thought
Instilling bad in all it's forms, what will become of you?
What will become of you?
With the weight of expectation, laziness kicks in, shake it
With the harsh of lonerism, isolation stops by, don't open
Trust is just around the corner, strength and you open your eyes
A shuffling of priority leads to life's true great prize
Mighty ones have gone and left, you have your own strategy now
What was once your bread and butter keeps you from a final form
To strive and claw a way right out of ruts and trials that come your way
Cold and dull, but soon makes space for the sun, the blinding warm
With the weight of expectation, laziness kicks in, shake it
With the harsh of lonerism, isolation stops by, don't open
Trust is just around the corner, strength and you open your eyes
A shuffling of priority leads to life's true great prize
The best awaits, so take it
The best awaits, so take it
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9. |
Yo La Tengo (Just!)
06:20
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Life is chaotic
More and more by the day
When my melanin
Digs my own grave, digs my own grave
But I won't budge, but I won't budge
Just want better, just want better
I am queer
And he is me
And she is me
But faggot is thrown, but faggot is thrown
I will teach, I will teach
Just want stronger, just want stronger
Temporary people
Finding friends
A loner's lament
To want escape, to want escape
But love I find, but love I find
Just want longer, just want longer
We get older
Not the youngest anymore
But
Freedom comes, freedom comes
Confidence, confidence
Just want it all, just want it all
And I have it
Just want better
Just want stronger
Just want longer
Just want it all
I have it
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10. |
Now I Breathe Freely
02:04
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Coming in, bruised and tired
But the sun gleams down on me
I, I can't help but smile
From now on, I am free
The biggest joke of all was
Thinking they could keep this joy down
A few of us didn't make it
But still, we're all around
Nothing there could hurt me
I mean a lot to myself
This world is my destination
Wouldn't want anywhere else
And no, no things aren't perfect
Through the trenches, we move slow
But today's a new day
I feel the aura, embrace the glow
And yes, we got this far
No sense in moving back
This world is such a pretty thing, and
The journey of now is on track
Progress as means of defiance
A smile despite it all
A sense of warmth in my heart
Personal revolution, no fall
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11. |
Devotion On Loop
02:50
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Notrees Austin, Texas
Queer punk/useful and strange/I’ll reveal myself invincible soon.
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